Last year was a fun year, no matter in class or with friends. This year, it changed alot. Life without him, friends and classmates in 2e5. Last few days, babeh not in school, thought alot. Why will things happen this way? Why will i lose him and my good friends?
To my friends, you know who you are even i said friends :
We might be from different streams, but that doesnt mean we cant mix together and be good sisters. Comparing streams doesnt help in our friendship. You know i love you alot, but i don think you all does. I tried getting out friendship back, but i cant if you all doesnt want it. You all already don't care about me. Wow, i'm just mainly a school mate or even a good friend you had before. Nothing more than that, we just walk pass each other, pretending that we dont know each other. We had memories together. I want use back like last time. But it's impossible. I know you all must be having fun with each other without me as i told you, everything will be the same even when the clique doesnt include me. I know you all may not like me about everything of me. But i seriously love you all alot. I've cried for you all enough and i got hurt always. I guess it's enough. You all take care.
To him:
I've known you from last year, we become brothers and sister. Many memories we had, texting and on the phone. Once, i went to read the past conversation we had on msn. I smiled and cried. It's because of the fun we had and those quarrels. I thank my friend for helping me with the quarrel i had with him and thank my another friend who keeps helping me give up on him now. I really tried and i cant. I asked you, if i want you back as my brother again, would you want? You replied don think so. Wow! Thats a perfect answer you gave me. Thanks ah. I didnt regret knowing you and being so close with you last time. But all those was the past. Now, i'm gonna forget you and get on with me life. You take care too.
Goodbye.
♥ 1:55 AM