I dont feel good these days. Things dont go out as normal or even nice. I dont really know what to blog about. But i have to update.
Yesterday, 18/4
-Babeh came to find me.
-Slack and talked.
-Talk about him and i cried.
Today, 19/4
-School as per normal
-PE> Bio(teacher never come)> History> recess> Poa> English
-After school, went home with babeh, took bus with her. Talked on the bus and babeh told me something that made me cry. But it's not her fault.
Sometimes, how i wish i can just end my life here. I'm tired of thinking of him like always, tired of the crap that he give me. Which is true? I dont know. He said he's just entertaining me. What about those stuffs that you told me and did for me? Was that all a fantasy? You said i think too much and guys always say that when they made me like them. Fuck My Love! I'm not in the mood to post anymore. Goodbye!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SV_s0Q48R6c
♥ 1:03 AM
Fri, 9/4
-Went out with nehneh.
-Slack at near school with Yanru and vicky.
-Left around 3 plus.
-Collect her phone at simei.
-KFC , Home around 5 plus.
Now, shall dedicate a short post for babeh :
Babeh, i know you've been not in a good mood since he gave me the answer that day. I know you cant forget him but you have to carry on with your life. Dont let him affect you and your studies. Cause he dont even care. I know myself, you can get a better guy than him. You miss him, i understand. I've been through it. But you still have to let go and move on. You want to tiongxim him but there's no use. So what if you tiongxim him? He dont even care. I dont want to see you so sad. I want a happy and crazy babeh. Sorry if i cant cheer you up that much but i really want you to give up on him. To me, he's not worth you. He dont deserve you. Like you said to me before. He dont deserve me. You know which "he". So now i'll tell you this.
Lastly, your babeh want my babeh to cheer up k? Whatever it is, i'll be there for you. Anything just text me k? Loves.
This short post is to this cute little pig :
Thanks for helping me give up on him and i guess i already did. You made me smile when i see you and thanks for everything. Loves.
♥ 8:16 PM