I dont feel good these days. Things dont go out as normal or even nice. I dont really know what to blog about. But i have to update.
Yesterday, 18/4
-Babeh came to find me.
-Slack and talked.
-Talk about him and i cried.
Today, 19/4
-School as per normal
-PE> Bio(teacher never come)> History> recess> Poa> English
-After school, went home with babeh, took bus with her. Talked on the bus and babeh told me something that made me cry. But it's not her fault.
Sometimes, how i wish i can just end my life here. I'm tired of thinking of him like always, tired of the crap that he give me. Which is true? I dont know. He said he's just entertaining me. What about those stuffs that you told me and did for me? Was that all a fantasy? You said i think too much and guys always say that when they made me like them. Fuck My Love! I'm not in the mood to post anymore. Goodbye!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SV_s0Q48R6c
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