I hate how my life is now. I hate studies and the way friends around me treat me. The hurt i've got after every relationship. How hard i have to struggle to let go. My first best friend, one whom i've known for 4 years. We've drifted apart. You've gone to another clique, forgetting how i treated you, those stuffs i've done for you. How i'm always there when you need someone. How nice was our heart to heart talks and those memories we had together. I know people do change. But have you all forgotten how well i treat you guys? Or is it that bad to you? Second one. Wee've known for a year. Things turn out 360 degrees turn. We became like enemies. We hate each other. Have you all forgotten what i did for your birthdays, spending so much money? And i get nothing in return for my birthday. God's unfair. Dont i deserve a real best friend? You once cry like a dog when he leave you. What now? Become a hongster? Or you get over so fast when you say you need a real long time to get over. Ljw. You can jolly well just go suck guy's dicks all you want. Non remember what i did for them. Non remember how well i treated them. No one knows what i'm feeling. Dont i stand a place in one's heart? Those words you told me, became just words. How stupid am i, to still save the messages. You have forgotten how hurt i felt when you tell me your sufferings till i cry. How hurt i felt whenever we quarrel. You dont feel anything. And you are living your life very well now, without knowing what i'm going through.

Life is shit. God in unfair.
Fml.

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